Out of the Corner of My Eye

I think I caught a glimpse of truth out of the corner of my eye

A ghost, a whisper, a suspicion, a subtle and subversive rumor

So dangerous that every army would be commanded to march against it

So beautiful that it would drive those who see it to madness

Or sanity

Does the whole of my kind suffer from mental and moral vertigo?

As Melville said of cabin boy Pip

He saw the foot of God upon the treadle of the loom

And dared to speak it

Henceforth his shipmates called him mad

As Vladimir said when they came to bury Fyodor

The spiritual leader must feel the falsehood prevailing in society

The prophet must struggle against it, never tolerate it, never submit to it

I think I caught a glimpse of truth out of the corner of my eye

Have we been so blinded by the bright lights of advertisers lies

That the only true vision is peripheral vision?

In the age of constant commercialization and overblown hype

Does truth shout with a whisper and stand out with subtlety?

I think I caught a glimpse of truth out of the corner of my eye

It terrified me as I fell in love with it


The Good Shepherd

I dove into the Biblical history of shepherds to unpack the context for this I Am statement of Jesus.

In Jesus, what we actually see shatters what we expected to see.


Out of courtesy to others, I try not to talk about my love for the Yankees too much. Or at least try to avoid blogging about it excessively. I realize that’s a pretty subjective line and one that people may feel I cross from time to time. But when you’ve named your kids after legendary Yankee players there tends to be something significant about the way you view being a fan. For me, it goes beyond just this team or that team. It pushes past the controversy and the opposition. It’s something pure about a game. A game that both brings people together and pushes them apart. A game that garners favorable words like “classic” and unfavorable words like “slow.” It’s about a franchise that celebrates history. That celebrates all that is worth playing for even when each season delivers on that intent better or worse than other seasons. It’s about one hundred and sixty two games a year. About investment of millions and a determination to compete. And it repeats itself every year.

It’s about a homegrown player that stays in one place for his entire career. About a player who rises above the rest. A player who leads superstars.

I guess you could say in a word what I love about the essence of Derek Jeter is respect. This video seriously gives me goosebumps and I hope you can find an appreciation for the essence of the game even if you happen to not care for the Yankees. And yes, my second child is named after him.

The Gate

The way you enter determines the way you’re treated.

The world shows you the wall to climb. Jesus shows you the gate to enter.

John 10:1-10

A Proper Response to Darkness

This post originally appeared in the East Valley Tribune.

Light serves a profound function in our lives. Receive too much or too little of it and you’ll experience both physical and emotional effects. I remember visiting Alaska in the summer and reading a book by sunlight at 2am in the morning. This was a pretty cool experience but it made it quite difficult to sleep at my normal times. I also have many friends who live in Seattle and talk about the lack of sunlight they receive on a regular basis. It’s not uncommon for a person to choose where she lives based on the light available in that state. Light affects everything.

It shouldn’t surprise us then that light serves as an important metaphor for spirituality. The apostle John heard Jesus explain firsthand that He Himself was the light of the world (John 8:12, 9:5). After years of reflecting on this, John would later teach us that “God is light; in him there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live out the truth” (1 John 1:5a-6).


The Great Evangelical Recession

I recently finished a thought provoking read from John S. Dickerson called The Great Evangelical Recession. In it Dickerson addresses six areas where the modern day Church in America will change in the coming decades. Then, he lays out his recommended solutions for how we should prepare for them. While I differed slightly with some of his conclusions I really enjoyed the discussion. I completely agree that the American Church is due for dramatic change and I hope to serve as a helpful voice in the process. He mentions the story of one of my mentors, Greg Boyd, and speaks of ideas that have been stirring in my head for awhile now.

Dickerson captures our two options well by saying that ‘What follows is not depressing. It simply tests our loyalty. While confronting these facts, we will be forced to answer, again and again, “Am I more committed to evangelicalism as we know it, or to Jesus Christ, His kingdom, and His message?” That question serves as a great test for each of us in the way we view the future of the church. Are we energized by this or deflated?